It's early. Been awake since about 330. BF snoring so loud! Good thing I don't work today. Was put on schedule for today (after the schedule came out), when I asked why they took me off. Good for me!
On another note. Interview on Thursday (in my opinion) went bad. Came home ate the rest of the potatoes and sausage I made the BF and then purged. But while purging I was thinking of my favorite bacon and grilled cheese. So I made that and purged it too. Then had 3/4 of a corn dog but fell asleep before I purged it. Went to Pot Luck later where I ate little because my stomach was so upset from purging. Why can't my stomach always be upset?? Then I wouldn't eat.
Yesterday I starved all day even when I went with BF to pizza place for lunch. When I finally got home last night I made myself eat some veggie soup so I wouldn't binge. After I still wanted carbs sooooo friggin bad but I just ate a little more soup.
Down almost a pound today. Finally, going down again.
FYI two girls at work admitted to their ED. The one is skinny and c/o getting too thin. I wish.
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